Sitting in the green house

::Nelia appears and sits down on the ridge of a pond looking at her reflection ....she then pulls out the bag of black ook she found earlier and held it up looking at it wondering of what it could be::

*walks in and just looks at all the flowers *

so many colors and yet to me they all just look black to me

walks in* hi kai *bows*

walks in* hi kai *bows*

hey Kuroi. Hows it going for you

"huh..." she says looking curiously at the guy as she lowers the bag from which she was holding out of the sunlight and uncrosses her legs and stands up

she then beins to walk around and look at all the different color flowers before asking him.

"why do you say that..."

oh hello Nelia*bows*

*turns arond and the young lady and just looks at her*

"because my little sister is dead and she loved flowers more than anything in the world. so whenever i see one i feel bad because im no longer able to share this beauty with her"

.....

hey she asked all i did was give her an answer

ture

She couldn't help but simply smile at the two of them::


"kuroi I did ask him hon, and im sorry to hear about your sisters death but do you think she would really want you to be unhappy?"

of course not but thats all i feel

"And when did your little sister die"

5 years today

"thats a long time hon. and I know everyone needs time to grieve and all; and im not saying get over her and forget about her im just saying ever since she died 5 years ago she has been looking over you and been with you trying to tell you that she is ok and that she wants you to be happy but you have probably been so sad that you didn't realize it; she will always be with you in your mind and in spirit ...just not physically anymore."

*looks away and walks out*

<,,<..im going to go with him....bye ..>,,>

opens her mouth to speak but nods her had and looks back down at the black ook in the plastic bag and sits down

stands still*unless you want to talk...

"as of now im good ..I am about to head back to the academy anyway ..I have some studying i need to do " she says smiling at him

"maybe ill catch up with you afterwards and we can grab something to eat"

okay*walks out of the green house

*watches him leave then sighs to herself trying to figure out what she had said wrong*

" I just said what I thought was right ...maybe ...its was harsh"
she says to herself as she gets up and leaves